Best friend kissed me in truth or dare?
I'm 16 and my best friend Jessica is 15. We've known each other for about 5 years now. Imagine her as a British, Kingdom Hearts fanatic, blonde, blue eyes, average size girl. If you wanna know how we met, read this: 5 years ago, she was living in England. Cause of the ridiculous rape crimes that happened in her neighborhood, her family had to move out of there and move in my neighborhood in Staten Island, NY.While they were unloading their things into their new home, me and my parents went over to greet them. (My sister was busy watching tv like she is today and my little brother was sleeping) We helped them with the unloading and that's when I said Jessica. She was absolutely cute, but she never seem interested in being friends with me. By the time we got to middle school, things changed. It was her first day of middle school and already she is getting teased on by her fellow classmates. The guys said how our school is not a Catholic school since she was wearing a uniform (and I found it to be very hot) and the girls saying guys will never do a girl with big boobs (Her's would be like the size of Jessica Simpson's) Back then, almost all the girls' chests were flat and she was the only few who has it big. Maybe they were jealous. So they continued to tease around until I stepped in and did something. I discussed it with the assistant principal about it. (he's my dad's friend) And the next day, he suspended the selected who teased at her. I told Jess how I got those awful kids out of the school for awhile. She was so happy in tears that she hugged me and said if we can be best friends forever. I said sure and that's how we became just that. As the years went by, we hang out a lot, play a lot of video games on my PS3 (even though I literally let her win) and even chat on Facebook a lot. :) So here's the problem: A couple days ago before I start asking it here at Yahoo! Answers, my best friend was invited to a birthday party with all her other friends. She was so excited, but also scared. She had never been to anyone's birthday party before and she was worried about all the strangers she doesn't know, so she asked me if I have time to come with her to her friend's birthday party. I said yes cause I pretty much had nothing else to do. So when it was her friend's birthday, we were at her house. Her friend opened the door and sure enough, her house was full of girls. I felt very uncomfortable about being around a bunch of them (some of them happened to be very, very hot) and not a single guy but me, so I told Jess that I was leaving. She cried out to me not to go and she hugged me by the arm. I felt really bad about leaving her alone, so I took the risk and stayed with her throughout the party. It was exciting and fun until we played truth or dare. I happened to think that truth or dare were for kids, but since everyone was playing, I'd go in a play with them. It was the birthday girl's turn and she told Jessica "Truth or dare". Jessica said dare and the birthday girl and the two girls next to her started whispering to each other. When they were done, she said, " I triple dog dare you to kiss your best friend. Lip TO lip". Everyone was giggling and oood, but I gasped. Jess' face was all red and her bangs was covering her eyes. I bet she frighten to do it, but it was a triple dog dare. She started crawling up to me very slowly in a sexy way, I guess. By the time she was close enough to me, she said,"Please forgive me for this". Jess wrapped her arms around my neck, looked me in the eyes as if she was trying to tell me that we were made for each other, and then kissed me. It wasn't a lip to lip kiss, it felt more like tongue kissing. I was surprised, but it felt so right to kiss her. It lasted for a couple of seconds and everyone around us were going awww. After the birthday party ended, we went walking home together. We still continue to see each other, sit each other on the bus to school, but we never seem talk or look at each other now. But worse, it became the hot topic at school. I want to tell her how I feel and that I want it more than a friendship, but I'm not that kind of guy that throws himself and just say it to a girl. Any ideas? If not, do I just go with my plan and throw myself.
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we girls like guys who talk to us directly how u feel about us.. well if u never talk abt it, we dont know it, then dont blame us.. she's embarrassed.. yes.. because u guys arent in any relationship.. and she thinks ure just a best friend.. anyways.. go find out.. tell her how u feel.. if for any reason she doesnt like u back, and she break the friendship, let it go.. coz ure not made for each other.. even for best friends.. so dont force it.. dont regret it coz u tried.. and u are being a man by telling her how u feel instead of hiding it.. telling her how u feel about her is NOT throwing urself to a random girl.. she's not a nobody.. u like her, its ok to confess.. shows ure not a pussy.. lol.. just sayin..
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